Ungrateful...are you??

Hello, I am Back!! wee~~!!

So, today I am writing about "Grateful/Ungrateful".

Yes, I came out with this after I watch "Road for Hope" which airs on KBS World. It's basically about life in Africa, poverty and such. When I watch this, something snapped me.. "I am an ungrateful kid. Yes,I am".

On Tuesday, right after I finished my class, I went home.Yup, HOME.Instead of going back to my dorm, I went home,just because. So,my sister was watching a TV,and usually, when she watches TV, I'll be like "nah,I ain't gonna watch TV today". But, on that day, something caught my eyes. I was surprised to see that people (maybe hundreds of them?) were collecting or finding something at the landfill. Kids,Moms,Dad--EVERYONE from different categories were at the landfills. After they found what they they want, they sell it and the amount of money they get is $1.50 a day. Well, it depends-- there are days when they did not sell anything and had to starve for the whole day. I was sad to see that a family--whose mum was pregnant, and a baby of a year old (I guess) were also at the landfill. The journalist asked her, whether it was hard for her or not, she said "it is hard, but she had to help her husband because the money is not enough for the whole family". What really broke my heart was her 1 year old baby was crying of hunger, but the parents could not do anything about it as they have no food left. IF I compare it with my life, what I am having right now, of course, I can just give a baby milk, or baby biscuits just to alas perut dia. But them? They had to give a cracker. That's SINGULAR. A CRACKER. Is it enough for a starving baby? Not long after that, the journalist introduced another family whom they found at the landfill. This family has no parents.No mum, no dad.Just them, on their own. The three older sisters took care of their 8 younger siblings. When the eldest was asked what she wanted the most, she answered "EDUCATION". Out if all the things that this greedy world could offer, she just want an education.Not Food, not money.JUST EDUCATION. Then, I compared her wants and my wants. DIFFERENT. This girl whose fingers are dancing on the keyboard hates waking up in the morning and go to school, while that girl--would be VERY HAPPY to wake up in the morning and go to school. I AM UNGRATEFUL. In fact, throughout the whole show, all of the kids want education. Education is not that hard to get here.But in the country that they live in, education is like a gold.PRECIOUS.

Now, I have to wake myself up and everyday I MUST tell myself to be grateful. When I eat out with my family or friends-- I must finish the food.OR, if I don't feel like eating, I'm just going to order drinks. AND if I don't feel like studying, I must remember that there are millions of people out there who want to have education.

I thank my Lord,Allah for giving me a wonderful family.For allowing me to be born in this country. For open up my eyes that there are people out there who want education more than anything else. THANK YOU ALLAH. Please guide me to be a better servant, to be a grateful person

B.A.P's 1st Anniversarry

Hello~!! Today is 26th January (Malaysia time) and it's D-Day is approaching!! what's the D-Day?? IT'S...*drum rolls* B.A.P's FIRST ANNIVERSARY! *cries* My rice boys have grown so much! *motherly tone* I still remember when they were in TA-DAH, they were quite awkward + very quiet Daehyun, robotic Zelo, very awkward-always-smile Jongup,talkative Himchan, Yongguk the leader. Now? THEY HAVE GROWN SO MUCH! THEY HAVE WON QUITE NUMBERS OF AWARDS!! I seriously feel like crying but my nerves are numb because it's too cold here in my room. Shall I recap the moment they just debuted on TV? Maybe I should :)

I still remember the day TS released their teaser, I was like "OH MY GOD, BLONDES!" then, they performed LIVE "Warrior" I was like " Who's that guy that screamed? He has powerful vocal!" It turns out that "He" is actually Daehyun. I didnt recognize him, even though I have never missed an episode of "TA-DAH!". Why? He always puts his mask on, which frustrates me. Up until today, I still cant believe that the-quiet-always-put-his-mask-on is Daehyun. Why did you "hide" your powerful vocal? And-- what really surprised me is that he is actually talkative! revealed in "Killing Camp" *LOL! I never missed any variety shows that has B.A.P*

After "Warrior", they made a comeback with "Power". I remember when TS announced that B.A.P gonna make a comeback, I was marking on my calendar the date they gonna release the MV. *Am I crazy?* It turned out that on the day that TS release their MV, I had driving class. My mom booked my name on that day *coincidence?* So I told her I want to have my session in the morning *I dont wanna miss the release of their MV* What really angers me is that, supposedly, I had my driving class for only 2 hours(9-11 a.m), but had to extend because of some reasons (around 12 noon-ish). I wanted to tell my driving teacher that "I dont wanna miss B.A.P's MV, please let me go home early! I have finished my 2 hours lesson" IF he wants to extend my lesson up to 1 p.m. Fortunately, exactly 12 noon, he released me. I guess he heard my inner fangirl soul's voice. So, what I did was..the moment I entered my house, I turned on my laptop and searched for "Power" MV. I was like " tak menyesal aku berkejaran dri Subang ke Shah Alam!" It was DAE to the BAK..AWESOME WEII~~!!!

My favorite from this album is..."Power", "It's All Lies". Not long after that, I entered University. Limited access of Internet = Lack of B.A.P moment! Yes, I was suffering for the whole week because I was lack of vitamin B.A.P. Luckily, I bought epop (Malaysian KPOP magazine) to accompany me. But the thing is, I read the same column of theirs everyday that I can even memorize the words printed for their column. Everyday, I listened to their songs (at that time, it was only 4 : Warrior,Secret Love,Power,It's All Lies) without the feeling of sick and tired.

Finally, around July, if I'm not mistaken, my sis told me thru Twitter that B.A.P just released their teaser..The moment I found out about that, I quickly surfed the Internet and watched the teaser for quite numbers of times *lol*

I was like : "B.A.P, you know that I CANT HATE you guys, wae you do this to me?!"

 I wanted to spaazz, but....I had to consider my roommate who was studying at that time. So, what I did was..I stuffed my mouth with my "bantal busuk"

2 days later, they released the friggin' MV!

Dang~! HOTNESS OVERLOAD!! HIPSTERS MODE: ON! Boom boom clap-ing all over ma room! My nose was literally bleeding because of the hotness.. 

when they said that they were gonna stop promoting "No Mercy", 50% of me was like : Thank GOD! I can rest my fangirl soul, now. Another 50%  of me : OH NO~!! I NEED TO SEE B.A.P MORE!!!! /cries/

B.A.P is such a troll! Later, they released another single, "CRASH". To be exact, they released a repackaged album.NICE! B.A.P,NICE!

What makes me even happier, is that most of the scenes of the MV were shot in MALAYSIA~! It was taken when they came here for B.A.P's Showcase. They even became the guest performer to perform at 8TV's Showdown (dance reality show, sort of like "So you think you can dance)

 

After promoting Crash, they made a return in October with "Stop It" *B.A.P, wae you do this? thank god, i was in having my sem break!*

the teaser-- killed me

the MV-- hmmm...what concept cant they pull off?

the song- NEVER DISAPPOINT ME AS ALWAYS

If u sing me with this song, I would definitely will not get mad at cha :)

IN 2013, THEY RELEASED..... RAIN SOUND..^^ *more like raping my wallet*

Again, they released the MV when I was having my class. It was reallllllllll~~~lllly hard for me to refrain from my fangirl soul's to wander around. I had to like tie my fangirl soul so that I could focus on what the lecturer was teaching. This is my first time where I cant properly spazz about B.A.P..   :(

anyways, since B.A.P's 1st Anniversary has arrive, I shall play all B.A.P's songs today..from warrior to the their latest song!
HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY, BOYS!

How are you?

Hello.. wow~ It's been a long time since I updated my "BABY" isn't it? Well, something unexpected happened..Internet connection at my home sucks, my laptop was suddenly had to be admitted to "hospital" and family stuff. So, yeah many reason why I cant update my blog as frequent as I had promised before. So, I believe I owe you guys my post on "ZE:A's Showcase Live In Malaysia", right? Yes, I will try my best to update on that..IF...My laptop behaves well and Internet helps me and I finish my piled up assignments. I have so many things in my mind right now on posts that I will publish on my blog. One of them is FANFIC! WHAT?? That's right, I will publish a fanfic on my blog..SOON!!

Until then, bye bye

*boring and plain post, I know, this time no pictures like I always do..my laptop got reformat and I'm too lazy to google pics, teehee~^^*