My Beautiful Target: August 2012

Assalamualikum~!Annyeong~! Salut~! Konnichiwa~!
Yes, today I will write on DBSK..the FIRST KOREAN group that I fell in love with (haha, exaggeration :p) As you know, that I'm always a CASSIOPEIA at heart ( jamkkaman**, do u know or do u not know about that? kekeke**)

cr: allkpop

Today, I heard rumors saying that DBSK will reunite..(AAaaaaaAAAaaahhhhh~~!! Only God knows how I feel..) As a Cassie, I cried, of course because I can already imagine them singing on stage as 5..and their harmonious voice unite as 5 like a puzzle.Honestly, when DBSK made their comeback last year, I felt different...as if something was wrong somewhere.Well, we all know that all DBSK members can sing well..but, when they were only 2 of them, I felt empty..their performance did not awe me nor convinced me that they are DBSK..same goest to JYJ. Indeed, the 5 of them are meant to be together, as in performing on stage. Obviously, when the announced that they will separate I cried so hard. Come on, they are like one of the good Korean Idol groups out there, they have talent, look and whatnot.

Greeting as 5

Perform as 5

Anyways, who do you ship in DBSK..as in couples..me?? I love Yunho+ Jaejoong

omma appa coule

When I started to know about DBSK, my bias was Changmin oppa..keke..why? My reason was: he's the maknae**, he's the tallest, he's handsome, he can sing well, no! VERY WELL( he can sing high notes), he has aegyo** to die for.

멍~! he kinda reminds me of EXO-M's Kris in this pic :S

스마일~! ^^

But now, I'm starting to like Yoochun oppa. I blame "Rooftop Prince" (hahaha, he looks handsome in that drama~!)

Le prince~ ^^

this one looks handsome.haha

Anyways, I really really really hope that they WILL UNITE together as 5, because it's awkward seeing DBSK's stage with only 2 members :/

Until then, goodbye~!

**jamkkaman- Wait a second, hold on, wait in Korean

**kekeke- laughing, it's like "hahaha" in English

**Maknae- the youngest

**Aegyo- Cute action or expression

One of the examples of aegyo

Hello...long time no update, huh? I was busy preparing for my entrance to University..(what??!! I GOT ACCEPTED??) Yeah, I couldn't believe it because I thought I screwed up my interview(ok, I should post about that, right? Sorry, I was enjoying reading fanfics.. ;p) So, yeah Alhamdulillah, I got the offer to further my study in Foundation of TESL. I guess this is the ONLY program that both of my parents agree with. OK! STOP talking about stepping into University..now, let's go straight to the TOPIC! "My Wonderful Treasures" .

So, I was in hiatus for about 4 months,right? Since I got back from my holiday in Korea. I had jet lagged due to the travel, it was T-I-R-I-N-G but in a GOOD WAY!! haha. Not long after that, I worked as an Assistant Teacher at a kindergarten around my neighborhood (supposedly, I work at Papa John's but my parents disapprove with it) Okay, this is what I wanna tell u about One of my WONDERFUL TREASURES . Since my parents disapprove me working at Papa John's I decided to apply at a kindergarten around my neighborhood, the next thing I knew, I was accepted to be a teacher.

Yeah..ALHAMDULILLAH...(Praise be to Allah).. finally, I have a job.. even though it's temporary but I did gain experiences.

The first day I became a Teacher there, I had to admit that it was pretty awkward since I have to approach the kids to join the class and comforts them by saying " mama and papa will be here soon, come let's go inside if u want them to pick u up later" or " Do u want to see spider? Come, follow me I'll draw them for u." It was hard since I have to really comfort them and convince them this and that. I still remember right after I got home I had a slight fever. I thought "this is it, I can't continue this longer. I might going to quit sooner". But, I changed back my 'niat' and I continued working the next day. Okay, my body aches so bad! I felt like I did 1000 m marathon run!
But, as time pass by, I realized that teaching is FUN! It's fun when all your efforts paid off. When the school had this "Parent-Teacher Meeting" thingy, I admit that I was nervous and scared. As a teacher, I had to tell their kids' progress. The whole week, I had to prepare a "script". This had to be formal as I am meeting parents. When "The Day" came, I felt happy and proud because a lot of them said that their kids had make a BIG PROGRESS! That's when I realized, teaching is such a wonderful thing. I felt very proud that the whole day I was smiling and kept on spazzing it to my parents until they memorized my lines! haha..

That exact moment, I realized that I have a few weeks left until I leave the kids...
Weeks passes by so quickly that month. The next thing I knew, I'm on my last day...
I felt very sad that I think it's way worse than when I had to leave Malaysia. I cried before I walked to the school. I had great times with the kids. Being a teacher at this age taught me a lot. I realized it's not easy to teach, but it's not hard either it also made me realized that MOTHERS are great,REALLY, THEY ARE! I appreciate my Umi more. When you are teaching,you must know what you are teaching them and when conducting activities, you have to be with them, not for teaching sake only but more than that. Oh! You also must have creative thinking when teaching kids. You wanna hook them to learn, so be CREATIVE! Anyways, I had great times with Nuh's Ark. I met an old friend of mine, made friends, gain experiences and whatnot. :) Thank you Auntie Rose for giving me the OPPORTUNITY!